Welcome!

Welcome to the few people who might or might not read this blog! My name is Nivia and I'm just your typical fan-girl mix!

#Moonwalker
#Hooligan
#Arianator
#McCurdians
#Gleek

Lots of fanbases, RIGHT?
Haha!

Here's a little bit about myself:

Right now life is a little bit like a Roller coaster. But isn't it always? For me I have to always control it! I suffer from Severe Depression and Anxiety, and it's hard to really live life to it's fullest. Currently I'm seeing a therapist and have an appointment with my Psychologist August the 7th. I like to call him Dr. Mole. Why? BECAUSE HE'S A JERK! I really don't like this guy. Actually, I don't know if I'll be seeing him or not but I hope I won't be!

It's really hard for me to pick myself up sometimes. Whether it be my thoughts or anxiety, either one keeps pulling me down. It's really embarrassing to have to eat upstairs or alone! At the moment anxiety has put me in a position where I can't even eat with my family! Or in public! This isn't the first time though. Once it got to the point where I skipped breakfast and lunch to prevent getting sick at school! If you haven't figured it out yet, I'm one of the victims of the top 5 common phobias: Emetophobia. It literally controls my life! It's going to be a long road to travel to recovery, but a little fish once said "Just Keep Swimming!". Gosh I miss Talia.. may she fly in heaven.

Right now the one thing that's keeping me strong is a TV show. It's something I look forward to! It's best to have things to look forward to when your depressed because that keeps you stronger.<3

I actually don't know what this blog will be like. Perhaps a journal? Who knows! I'll try to post daily!

Anyways, I also really enjoy animals. They make me happy in a sense. Mainly because they listen and give a good image: Be happy over the simplest things. I once watched my cat play with a plastic bag for over an hour! It amused me and herself because I realized she was happy over something as small as a plastic bag. How silly!

I think that's enough "About Me" :)

Thank you all for reading!:)<3